(:

On tuesday, 2012 was NICE! :D
though its a LITTLE predictable. its still worth it (:
& the company really counts too (:
hakim & zak (: nice fellers :D
zak always sides me! yeah :P
laughed alot, didnt have much time to talk etc. only on the way back..
soo.. most prob watchin new moon with them too.
haha (:
went home, & darling fetched me from cck,
( No, im not attached )
went to buy MANGO ICE BLENDED :D
then went back condo, chat for awhile, then went home (:
washed up, talked on the phone till 12 am plus,
then i went to sleep (:

Wednesday woke up late, couldnt do my IS.
sighhs. i feel like giving up :(
its soo boring.. but i've got no choice,
& I thought PW was over =.-
ohwells.
so around 11:15am went to photocopy econs notes for Lynn ,
darling accompanied me (:
(thanks!)
then i went to meet joan, & lynn :)
made our way to sembawang, had lunch there with the rest of the team :D
then walked to canberra secondary sch ( did i spell it correctly?)
played friendly match with their B`div.
I must say their set up ( defence ) play was good (:
its been so long since i've played against someone other than my own teammates.
quite fun. but seriously.. tiring :(
i've got no more stamina :(
need to go running, haha.
but I totally dislike playing CENTRE! i've got no more energy :(
PLEASE let me play WD.
its sad enough that i cant play GA :(
haha..
okay got to go.. sheesh. hate dad's threats. arghhhhhhhhh :'(
pisses me off. seriously, why must people threaten? =.-

(:

stupid I.S :)

Nobody's at home, so im going to blog :)
im actually supposed to do my IS, but.. sheesh.s oo many stuff to read.
and i really cant focus.
whatever im reading is just like the history of China & india.
past records of what they did, conflicts. etc.
i havent read to the stage about their cooperations.
sighs.. kinda moody today. mood swing :(
little things are annoying me~
sighs. was on facebook, and saw like 31 comments on this comment.
long story.. shall not elaborate.
I hope it ends, i wrote the 32nd post. haha.
cause its starting to annoy me. actually.. its only the GUY who is annoying me :(
i dont want to have anything to do with him anymore.
i cant believe there's such a guy like him in this world.
so petty.. soo.. ungentlemanly.. the least basic form of being a GUY..
would be that he isnt petty. that's what i feel lah.
plus he has that slang.. so its annoying me as well.
used to be cool.. not anymore.
whatever. so irritated by him CAN?! *takes deep breath*

anyway :)
ytd went to national library,
kinda a waste of my time. at least i photocopied somebooks
to read up..stayed thr till 3. reached back sch arnd 4.
went to cck library to get books.
borrowed three :)
but i doubt i have the time to read them,
I hope i can just finish reading all the stuff i photocopied by today.
its 2:02pm now. at 3:45. i gotta go shower.
Going out~ woohoo! :)
meeting hakim & zak. going plaza sing watch 2012!!! :)
heard its a good movie.. havent met them in ages :)
the last time i did, was to watch a movie at lot1 too :D
this yr , im quite sure. arnd june? :)
wednesday training, most prob a match.
thurs whole day to do my Is.
i had better complete it.
cause friday going out with cassy & jo.
Saturday lunch with buddy, & bbq at east coast with pri sch friends :)
sunday preperation for VBS plus bible quiz!
ohh right! yes i've got to go memorise the memory verses :D
weets! :D
and monday m orning GP tuition T_T
after that will most prob head down to church to complete the decor :)
then from tues to friday.... VBS :D
all the little kids.. weets. so cuute :D
will be awfully tired though . hope i dont fall sick!
yups! that's all for my post today. need to go continue reading
about china & India =.-
i used to be interested in this research topic..
but it seems boring now :(
byeeeee :)

Screams

Quick update before i go sleep.
I was intending to SKIP tmr's trip to the national library,
even though i knew it would be really helpful.
cause im not really feeling well :X
:(

but then I suddenly remembered that I had to hand in my draft 1
by next monday,
and because on sat I have BBQ, & sunday will be VBS decor,
I'll most prob be really busy.
which means, I have to get it done by friday.
and i definitely dont have the time to make another trip down to
get my resources.
*gulp
I better go sleep now.
I'm quite positive that I wouldnt get a good sleep.
not like I did the past few nights.
with those dreams of mine. its like an adventure =.-
like I dont even have time to SLEEP :'(

yeah. goodnight :)

Quick update!

I was using the com to collate the CHINA MAP.
sighs. ended up going to use facebook etc after I was done.
before I let my brother use the computer,
I shall do a quick update :)
Pizza was good :)
Loved the time spent together, laughing, sharing.
Talking.etc. At first I met nat first.
aw. He saved my name in his phone as "esther bff" aww :D
hahah. Then Almo came around 6-ish?
his camp held him back.
:(
was supposed to meet at 4-ish,
ohwell :)
at least nat left after almo finished eating :)
Nat & I talked and ate first :)
Talked about alot alot of stuff! :)
He's studying soooo hard. unlike me :(
haha, at least he likes what he's doing.
not that I dont, but mine isnt as focused/detailed into one area.
He said I looked like the type who can be a teacher,
I said " yeah, and the students will bully me right? "
& he totally agreed =.-
Told him my dream last night, gosh.. super freaky.
He laughed, just like almo.
sadist can! i woke up crying. Lol.
alright! went back with almo,
met condo friends downstairs :)
went home at 8 :)
byeeee ! night people!
I had an enjoyable day!!! :D

My sister changed my password to the computer T_T
so now I cant use it at my leisure :(
stinking brother so careless!
Infront of my mum asked my sis to help him key in the pw,
yet my mum knew that he knows.
cause he slipped up another time.
shucks! :(((((((

so im in the school library blogging =.-
hate blogging in the sch library.
chain of thoughts doesnt form properly.Lol.
its raining heavily so Im not going home yet,
skipping econs lecture. I dont like lessons which go over 3pm.
my attention span just DIES.
lethargic, always day dream. blahblah.
i forgot to bring my jacket today, freezing during maths lecture,
with the aircon blowing directly at me. felt like i was in
antartica =.=

CSE is stressing me out :(
tmr quiz on the provinces, SEZs, Mountains & rivers.
all the Chinese names! =.-
today many people didnt turn up for CSE,
so the quiz was pushed to tmr =.-
If we get one answer wrong,whole class do essay :(
just ONE person makes a mistake..
but I guess, essays are easier than THIS QUIZ! T_T

meeting Almeric & Nat for PIZZA later :D
its my treat I guess, haha. though i havent told Nat yet.
cause we havent met up in ages,
and like i've blogged before,
they both helped me do LAST MIN revision for maths. haha.
But.. i didnt pass T_T
quite sad. but still. i know they suffered alot while helping me.
I suck at maths :(

Since I dont have the luxury of blogging everyday,
shall do a quick update of what will happen (:
Friday : class lunch (tentative)
Training =.-

Sat : Choir in the aftnoon ( maybe there's vbs skit prac )
VBS prac ( 3:30 - 6pm )

Sunday : the usual , just no sky.

Monday : trip to National library with cse people (:

Tuesday : Movie With buddy, Kimmy & zak :D "2012" !!!!

update more another time :D
byeeee :D

GASP!

im appalled!
and.. quite irritated. so many things i want to blog about,
all jumbled up in my head!
let's go in order.

1) NETBALL
2) Lessons I had today
3) OGL
4) NETBALL
5) studies
6) NETBALL

actually , NETBALL is the main culprit of my bad mood :(
Let me go into details.
OGL is coming up,
& before I went for the interview,
this teacher, ( we'll call her W )

She talked to us and said " I've told the sc people to take
all netballers out, it will affect your training "
and worse was.. her TONE!
it irritated me. it felt like she was talking down to me.
"forcing" us to do things her way.
But showing her due respect as a teacher,
my reply was simply " hmmm.. "
neither a 'yes' or a 'no' ..
muhahaha!!!! :D

anyway, I went for the interview as well,
so did three other girls. & we all got in! results were out today.
Then after econs lecture ( last lesson of the day ) ,
the captain came up to angela , Lynn & I.
She said that missW said " if you skip netball training,
for OGL stuff, i'll pull you out of OGL "
Like.. EXCUSE ME?!
am I hearing things correctly?
argh. I hate people threatening me.
Like.. I know I have a responsibility to the team ..
yes.. but do you have to threaten? we could both compromise on something
right?? but what she said seriously irritated me to the core.
Besides i've already had second thoughts about leaving the team.
I know its really unfair of me to compare this current
team to my secondary school team.
but in this kinda environment?
its not a surprise why anyone would want to leave.
no offence to anyone.
there are some people I hold close to in the team.
Others i care about, yet not to the degree of being able to
have heart to heart talks.. you know, those kind of closeness.

("you know" reminds me of what the GP instructor said today.haha.)
okay side tracked.

anyway, then there are others whom I'm not particularly fond of :D
I dont like to make enemies, so I prefer to have the least
contact I can with those..
It's not their fault.. Its just my taste & preferences.

("its not their fault, its just me" haha! totally reminds me of my instructor CAN!? :D )

anyway, so im just rather annoyed by missW.
so.. I needed to rant ^_^
okay.shall stop complaining about her.hah.

*

School overall? a little tiring?
towards the second part of the workshop,
i started feeling abit tired. didnt laugh as much :P
Fell asleep during maths tutorial.
soo cold. & I had my jacket on, it felt comfortable. so i fell asleep :D
Today was the last day for GP Oral communication Workshop,
the last lesson swapped with tmr's morning lesson.
So.. tmr will be purely WRITTEN..
im so gonna SKIP IT!
let me get my beauty rest.
recently pimples are coming out again, + eye bags.
HORRIBLE! ok i sound bimbotic.
sometimes i dont really want to care so much,
cause as long as im happy ( happy = laughing )
im fine.. to a certain extent lah! :P

So today's last gp workshop was.. alright.
haha [: they asked for feedback.
I really didnt know what feedback to give.
yes, we learnt stuff we already knew,
(if only they reminded us of that BEFORE PW )
yeah, and the instructor's engaging. humorous.
approachable (:
yeahh :D
found him on FB & twitter. *dang!
im such a stalker :X
hahah. kidding (: he seems quite old uh. though he doesnt look old.
haha (:
am i contradicting myself?
He seems.. thirty-ish ?
reminds me of MrCris ( maths teacher in westwood )
aww. already thirty-ish but still looks young.
haha :D
does 30 = old ?
kinda right? :P

alrights, nothin much to rant about.
NETBALL is all that's on my mind at the moment,
till it gets settled...